You appeared unannounced
uninvited
I was not looking for you
yet there you were
and my heart was instantly smitten
to my surprise
and yours.
you took me by the hand,
and you showed me the moon
and even though I knew this could not be
I allowed my heart and my head to swoon
I followed you through the night
and let you rest your head upon my shoulder
as we ventured through the city
night after night
knowing soon this will be over
the adventures that awaited
flash through my mind
as memories flood back
and I smile every time
although my heart it hurts
the knowledge gained is crucial
the experience of past mistakes
laughter into tears
sheer ecstasy into inconsolable sorrow..
was it worth the pain
was it worth it at all?
The questions we dared not ask
allowed to leave unsanswered
we rode through alley ways
laughing in the night wind
our hearts heavy
but we forbade it to sink in
and deep into the night, as we travel on
we wait in embrace trying not to catch the dawn
yet our eyelids betray us
as sweet slumber steals our infinity
until I wake to a bittersweet moment
where I am left alone
staring back at you
as my heart begins to tear
In ways I never knew
You are a memory I cannot take
yet a memory I often return to
the night beside the water
where you showed me the stars and moon
the clouds that danced above us
sweet silhouettes before our eyes
while we gazed unto the heaven
agonizing over the coming sunrise
we threw caution to the wind
and conquered the sultry night
hurriedly, painfully, blissfully
the night of many stars
the night of broken hearts…
while time it waited for no one
Marching on without a care
disregarding our distance
laughing at our despair
but in it’s hurried pace
it swept us along
mending our broken hopes and dreams
time
we thought our enemy
was the greatest healer of things.
as the coals of passion settle
and ashes fall to the ground
I find that when i search for you in my memory
my heart no longer is bound
I do not reach for you
while I gaze into the sky
I peer into the horizon between us
magnificent as the stars
the moon we no longer gaze at breathlessly
has laid it’s plaster upon our tainted scars